Ramadhan

I hope this can be a new start, a much better one..

erase and rewind

for I’ve been bad

T_T

you know what..

At first it started with the eyes

and so the tension slowly build you got them slanted eyes that kills
All systems go.

then you kissed my cheek my knees get weak my heart just
Skipped a beat so I just froze. then you touch me there I knew you
Wouldn’t you touched me good I’m like uh oh.

You know what? I’m sorry
Sorry, it hurts me, it hurts you, it hurts me, what you do was so
Good, so good.

Let me show you where you went wrong. you had the nerve to say you’re hurt. then in me could find a compromise and I’m just like
You know what you chose. I don’t want to say it again but here it goes ‘we’re just friends’.

What am I gonna do when I can’t get anymore I’d rather not know.

I can’t let my mind think of you I hit that dial and get you on
The phone. cause baby it’s just not the physical I get with you I’m
Addicted to your moan.

This aint right (you know it’s so)

You know I want it. (you know it’s so, you know it) 

(I’m mad at you)

You try keep your feelings inside the ropes but then you weigh me down
When you see me like hey hello. now you know we never cared of a public
Place I see it in your face and those were magnific times don’t go, how
We’re gonna stop?

You know what? I’m sorry
Sorry, it hurts me, it hurts you, it hurts me what you do was so
Good, so good.

You’re friendship means the most to me..

(yes, currently I’m N.E.R.D crazed)

*sigh*

You think the way you lives okay
You think posing
Will save the day

You think we don’t see
That you’re running
It’s almost over now

It’s too damn late to apologize
Will you see the mantle or will you see the skies

It’s almost over now

You think that you don’t have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it

You think the light won’t be ever lit

It’s almost over now
Almost over now

quoted from Rock Star by N.E.R.D

isn’t it ironic?

..don’t you think?

Life, I mean.

being 31 on the 31

Happy Halloween everyone!

The whole sickening process..

Here I go again..

I thought I’d be well prepared for this, since it won’t be the first time, not even the second or third.

But I guess I was wrong..

Looking back and see how I managed to go through it all, I’m always amazed.

Yet I realized there’s so little (barely none) I have done to be grateful to Whom have brought me out from the suffering.

Maybe that’s why I feel like this now, so sick and numb.. afraid of what’s going to come.. the whole sickening process all over again.

watery

If you ask me "Why?"

I would say "Because you say something of me whose I’m not!"

..then my precious asked "Mum, why there’s water in your eyes?"

*sigh*

AWAKE !

I’ve always been a huge fan of suspense - thriller movies, even I’m a bit faint hearted :p Though now I don’t seem have the time to watch one (either in theatres or DVDs), at least I can still feast on the reviews and trailers found on internet.

Though I always thought there’s no way I’m gonna feel the movie’s thrill just by watching a trailer or reading a review, well at least I can still catch a glimpse of it.. or at least that was what I think before I learned about this new movie called Awake.

The story built around a medical phenomenon called “anaesthetic awareness”, where the patient can feel every single cut, slice and crack the doctor performs on him during a surgery (a heart surgery in this movie), yet he is unable to give any indication of it, as he is awake but paralysed.

O M G !!

how freaky is that??!..

Well maybe not THAT scary, but for those whose been under the knife would surely grasp it

..Sure am sooo GLAD this movie didn’t got launched before I went on my 8 (eight!) hours major surgery!!! whew, what a relieve!!…
Now.. just hope I don’t need the 3rd.. aamiiin!

reclaim being together

Who invented the ‘activity’.. Yoga classes, summer camps, Spanish courses, diving courses - what’s the big idea.. It’s dividing your family; making you have separate meals, separate agendas, separate lives. What’s wrong with gathering around a table, preparing a meal together, eating together, talking together, arguing, playing, joking, discussing and laughing together. Who needs activities when there’s life..

quoted from IKEA 2007 Catalogue - another good excuse for me not to enroll my kids in various courses or enrichment classes.. yet.